Wednesday, August 31st, 2005
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11:12 am - This is dead to me.
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I Made a new screen name. I added some people. Its friends only... so comment if you want to be added.
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=88.8) u_cantsaveme
I Love you all.
>Elyse
current mood:  chipper
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Thursday, March 4th, 2004
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9:45 pm - No more dark days... Only sun rays....
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Me & Will broke up. But I guess im suppost to be happy. So... yay???? Its gong to get better cause all we ever did was fight & it was shitty but I guess now its going to get better. so yay??? I love you all. Night.
<><>Marie<><>
current mood:  okay
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Wednesday, March 3rd, 2004
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8:41 pm - ..ok day.
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I went to school. me & Will got into ANOTHER fight. Then I had to wear the pregnant belly around... so shitty. But when I did I saw **Him** & I was like sign languageing him to call me& he sign languaged back something. & I got all flustered. But thats ok... apparently its ok to fuck with me. Then when I got home I got to take the car so I went & saw D. We read some questions out of the questions book & talked about Benny & other stuff... Then I came back home & mom wanted to make a "bill run"
GET THIS!! : We sat Damien sitting on the side of the road. Well he has all this Drama & mess going on in his life right now. Like the fact that he now has a kid. Has no job b/c he has no car or licence... So we bought him ice cream & dipers & I gave him a little extra cash to "live on". God. I really hope he calls sometime. Its just so weird that I was thinking about him just a few days ago.
Anywho. Me& D had a good conversation. He calmed me down a lot... cause I was prepared to kill anyone that got in my way before. & I kinda feel that way now. Ill prolly be grounded soon b/c I have a 57 in LA. But I can turn the stuff in tomorrow. So lets cross our fingers.
I love you all.
<><>Marie<><>
current mood:  distressed
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Saturday, January 3rd, 2004
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4:22 pm - Over the past five days/// i have crashed way in to a sea of pain & dying in the falling rain.
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I really dont want to be alive... well no. let me put that another way... I want to be sedated. I really miss him. he found someone else. im going to do something rash now. I love you all though. later.
~~~Mia~~~
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Friday, October 3rd, 2003
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3:34 pm - Its just one of THOSE weeks....
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Ive been thinkin about self mutilation all day because I saw *him*... That sucks. O well... Im going to skip school with Becca on Monday so Itll be aight. Tomorrow I have to get up at 4 am & go to SC to bury my moms best friends dog. How exciting... But ill be back in enough time for me & Becca to have movie night!! Woo friggin hoo. Sorry about the apathy Boo... Im just not doing too good... she knows why. Anyways. Im going to go think of something healthy to do before I crack up & leave for good. I love you all very much.
~Marie~
current mood:  sad
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Saturday, September 13th, 2003
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1:11 am - Hee hee hee i like it... sorta
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Monday, September 8th, 2003
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7:30 pm - I hate you, but I love you, I cant stop thinkin of you....
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Mmm. Yea. Today was pretty damn depressing. Oter than that though... I came home & did my homework & called Kris & cleaned. Wanted to hang out with Steven for a while but he neglected to tell me he wasnt working. o well. He'll get his. Ha ha. O well... So I went to Jons house for a while & hung out, got made fun of. The usual. I got back home & continuously got the cold shoulder from mom... as usual. I think im going to go walk. I havent heard back from anyoneabout my party. I bet you no one will sho like last year. That would fuckin suck, but I guess I deserve it or something. Considering how horrible I am. O well. I still love you all.
*marie*
Ps: No offence taken Kitty. Its all g doubleO d....
current mood: depressed
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Saturday, August 23rd, 2003
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9:27 pm - Hee hee hee
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9:14 pm - Fo Sho.
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Today was actually pretty good. Moge woke me up at 9 & we rode up to UGA & looked aroudn for a few hours. Then I got back and passed out until 3 when Shane called. Collin & him came & got me & we rode around... nothin big. Kinda boring. I think Kris is pissed at me but I hope not. Last was one of the best nights of my short litle life. It was... well... perfect. i love my man to death. Yall have NO idea. I love you all too though... I need to go get ready to go to Boos. Later yos.
<<>>Marie<<>>
current mood: bored
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12:01 am - Guilty as charged.
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Wednesday, August 13th, 2003
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8:55 pm - Now what? What the fuck??
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Sometimes I really love my bus. I laughed all fucking day to day. Black people are so damn funny. ha ha. Anywho... Today was great. We tormented Andrews g/f & went to Mc'ds & rode around. I got Dustys bling. I still love my baby wit all my heart.... My geometry h/w was SUPER easy (i had to draw four shapes & write the lines of symmmetry in). I got my vengence on lauren smally.... Today rawked. I hope more days are like this... However. I hope if I have more nights like this & moments like now that I can find a gun. *sigh* My trainwreck. Love you all. Night.
<>Marie<>
current mood: sad
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Thursday, August 7th, 2003
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1:07 pm - errr this is so sad.
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Tuesday, August 5th, 2003
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12:13 am - thought these were pretty funny
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The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Seventh Level of Hell!
Here is how you matched up against all the levels:
Take the Dante Inferno Hell Test
current mood: bored
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Thursday, July 31st, 2003
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11:13 am - Send me an angel to heal my broken heart for being in love....
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Things arent getting too much better. But last night will be forever remembered as "the night of the shaving cream" ha ha ha, it was great,
~Freak~
current mood: depressed
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Sunday, July 27th, 2003
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11:47 pm - ERR.
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Saturday, July 26th, 2003
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10:49 am - am i suppost to be offended?
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current mood:  cynical
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Saturday, July 19th, 2003
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12:15 am - "its a mouse. I dont see how thats sexy!!" ~Becca
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Today. sucked. That is all.
The only things I cant think of are Kris & of Brian. My stepdad. The reason why im so fucked up. I know its not right to say its all his fault. But was it fair thatI had to get beat every goddamned day or that i had to listen to him try to kill my mom & beat her everynight. was it fair that i had to learn to be a grownup when most people couldnt read. Im sorry if this seems like a pity party... but i cant get it off my mind. and. i dont think i ever will. does it make sence that i want to see him? i didnt think so.
nothin i think or do makes sence & im going to hurt more people... b/c im so fucked up. & im sorry.
~freak~
current mood:  contemplative
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Tuesday, July 15th, 2003
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10:30 pm - Heres a happy post!!
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1) Today rawked. Went over & hung out with Cox & Andrew. Then Keith came over for a while.
2) BECCA COMES HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!
BECCA COMES HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!
BECCA COMES HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!
BECCA COMES HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!
BECCA COMES HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!
BECCA COMES HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!
BECCA COMES HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!
current mood:  excited
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Saturday, July 5th, 2003
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4:34 pm - woo ok
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Thursday, June 26th, 2003
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1:04 pm - errgh.
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I woke up at like 430 & I still couldnt breathe right & the pain was there so I made mom take me to the hospital. after hours of xrays & tests they figured out i have a small case of asthema thats been getting bad b/c of the smog... so they gave me a breath test & the pain went away so they put me on this asma shit but i havent gotten in yet.... im in so much pain. someone fuckin shoot me now.
*mia*
current mood: in agonizing pain...
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pissed off
